Tears stream from my eyes as I fall to my knees,
As blood pours from these cuts,
This fuckin' disease.
It eats at my mind, it eats at my soul, corrupting my heart,
Oh God, I just don't know
How long I can last in this tormented way,
The outer me always seeming okay;
But inside a child's drowning
In an ocean, of my blood and my tears,
Drowning he screams out but nobody hears.
His screams are silent to you
But he screams out for love,
Desperate for affection from He whose above.
Drowning in anger, in confusion, in fear,
He screams at the top of his lungs
But does God really hear?
God, I need to feel that You still really love me,
To know that my prayers You actually hear,
Won't you please prove to me that You're truly above me,
Oh God, just show me a sign that you're actually there.
I drown in this ocean of my blood and my tears,
Screaming out to be saved, but nobody hears.
The waves ravage my soul,
My mind they devour,
Wearing me out now, hour by hour.
The current rises over my head
My body is weak, I have no strength left,
My determination is gone, my hope is all dead,
And so I scream my heart out with one final breath:
SAVE ME!!
(This I wrote as a prayer once when I was working through some crap recently in my life. Its not too great, but yeah that's all of it and its legit so... hope you liked it. That's it.)
